im here to write about my all american perfect family of circumstancial mediocure and difunctional values, inwhich we abnormably live by and have fun with on our day to day functions. must we perceive the sactions that are intrusted to us by the government or must we live by our own rules and fade away, im published 3 different times, and yet, i can still fail a simpl english class, ive got school next week, and work for the reast of the summer, i have my best friend Alex (also known as G0ds_m0nk to some) from Alaska comming down in september to see me and 3 more friends moving away, either to another school with her family, or off to college, its very seldum that i ever see my friends outside of school, not many like to witness my odd looks and weird type of personality, most like its humerious and funny to be around me while others cant stand it and wish i would die, i dont know wheither this would be prose or not, but im writing this, its in my head, now its in yours,and you can thank the penguins for that one :)yes i did say the penguins, think about them, its quite simple, one day in the future youll be lieing there in bed, not really thinking about anything, and this damn pengiun will pop into your head, itll soon then fill every thought and thing you say, its a virus, commonly known as a mind virus, thanks to who ever gace it to me...not mentoning anynames (Killment )
Since this is supposed to be a story, ill tell you my story,im a small little freak my mind caused and vocationed by the circumstancial vacuum of my life, im caged as you would cage a bird or something that you dont want to lose or get lost, or let go...so manythings that throuht my mind each day, make my life full of logic and reason, i can remember when i was 12 yrs old, i a police oficer from new york called me very philosphical and intelligent, at the time i couldnt even spell the word never mind being it, she told me i should be a councillor or a social worker, all because i spent 10 mintues helping her with a problem she had with her boyfriend,in the end i still think my mouth is to big and yet i still type faster then my mind can think some days..
i think my biggest problem was that i grew up faster then i was supposed to, i still like the play the video games sometimes, but i ave no real patience for them, and peoples stupidity quirks me sometimes, where i cant stand to be around them...most people just piss me off, or step on me because though i am short, they thinkim weak just becasue i can stand out from everyone, i try to be the shadow and end up being the centere of attention, whats really weird about me is the fact that if you stand me up in fornt of a class of 24 students, i cant say a damn thing, stand me up in front of a crowd of a thousand people and i can tell you exactly what i thinka nd what im going to do about it...
well now back to my family, well in my house right now,there are 6 people, and its only a 3 bedroom house, talk about crowded,(thank fuck were moving tomorrow) the 3 youngest are in one rom together, all boys,10 yrs old, 14 yrs old, and 15 yrs old, then theres me, i get a room all to myself, and then the adults, crowded and annoying, and noisy, nvm the fact that at 6 am in the morning we have 3 more people come to our house...2 8 yr old boysand another adult..but good thing that the adults leave for work at 6 30 and then were stuck with the boys all day, well ill probably write more later, i dont know if you want to read the rest, its not really interesting the story version of my life, but if you want i can write more later,
Edited by satans_daughter, 29 June 2004 - 10:03 AM.