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"Prayer"
I am lost,
Lost without You and your
Invisible smile.
I am enchanted,
Enchanted by your words alive in my memory.
I am all alone, and I miss You.
Because You are gone
I am forgetting Us.
Inside this house
That keeps me away
From the world.
I have no more tears left,
I feel naked, stripped of all
Innocence, unkind and bitter.
Because you are gone,
My mind has become pure chaos,
Suicide my ultimate cry for help.
I wake up,
I breath in life, and
My mind prays to You for mercy,
"Don't leave me Here!
Drowning in doubt and misery
Avoiding the treacherous road to Heaven and
The manipulative eyes of the World!
Kiss me, with those red lips, so bittersweet!
See me, with the eyes of a Saint and
Resurrect my soul, guide me back to You
Through the cuts on my skin,
Through the blood, that drips and condemns me,
Through our slowing heartbeats, The Ghost of our Love
Feeding upon my warm, deadly offering,
Sweet remedy.

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This is some of my old "poems" they used to be on here but well... they are not anymore..

Beauty
Lovely darkness that caresses my soul,
Lovely moon that shines in the night,
Sweet stars that adorn the dark sky,
Lovely soul that steals my heart,
Lovely pain that makes my heart ache,
watch, listen, breath and be one with the night
hunt, feed and bleed under the stars,
kill , love and hate ,
take, give and die,
love me, hate me ,take me ..make me,
feel me, touch me, caress me,
make love to me now,
under the star
because i can only be loved in the
darkness of the night.
Leticia Gallardo
Copyright ©2003 Leticia Gallardo

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*sigh* I go insane when I fall in love with someone.... lol here is some more old writings... dedicated to my first Love...

(Can you feel me)
I whisper in the night..
"I love you.."
hoping you can hear me,I think of you
hoping you are thinking of me too,
I want you,I need you,
keep my secret :
I'll always need you, I love you,
for ever and always,
I love you. Can you feel me?
Can you hear me? I'm always there,
where ever you are,
I can feel you and
sometimes I can almost see you,
I keep inside all that can't be said,
oh, you are so amazing,ahh sweet surrender,my love,
my friend,I love you!
you are everything I need.
I wish I could kiss you
but i'm not there,
it hurts, I wish..I wish i could have
just one,..one minute,
one kiss,
one look into your eyes,
you ask me if Ilove you??!! I adore you,
you are my life,
my madness, my world,
you own my heart.
Close your eyes my love
and just feel me caressing your soul,
feel me, feel my heart,
can't you feel me wanting you so bad?
I love you!..so much
I would die for just one night.
I love you, I want you, my lover,my friend,
my happiness, hear me cry for you
when the nights are cold
and i need your love,close your eyes
smile, be happy,kiss me,
I love you with all my heart,
need me feel me,
i'll always stay by your side,
let me love you,
let me be all that you need,
let me drawn inside you eyes,
let me melt within your heart,
dont ever forget that I'll always
love you, with all my heart.
Leticia Gallardo
Copyright ©2003 Leticia Gallardo

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Hmm, so yeah.. I can't believe I'm actualy reposting this.. and do excuse my grammar... I love writing but English is defenetly not my first language..

Desire
Deep within my heart
i feel is pure i know
is right but still,
i need you my love,
my heart is yours
my body too i need you,
my lover.
I need your hands to hold
me close to your heart.
Close your eyes and whisper
my name and say that you love
me, feel me my hand on yours,
my lips gently kissing yours.
See me in the darkest of
the nights, reflected on
the moon, feel my touch
when the cold win blows against
your skin, see me on the fire
of our desire let it be the
light that guides you always back to me.
You have become part of my
own heart, let our hearts join forever,
give in to my touch,
let my words seduce you, let
me set your passion free.
Let me feel your hands caress
my naked body when you hold me
in your strong arms,
i want you, your lips, i want
your skin to melt with my touch
i want to feel you deep inside me
setting me free making me feel.
My lips tremble for your kiss,
my body needs you so i can feel,
i truly do needlove you,
i hope you can hear me calling your name tonight.
I listen to your breath and my soul
meets yours and I feel you so close
to me, I feel your love,your passion, so
deep in me my spirit loves you more
and more everytime i think of you,
I hear you say "I love you" in my mind
and I just love the sound of your
voice I love everything about you.
I just love you.
Leticia Gallardo
Copyright ©2003 Leticia Gallardo

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Well I am not always happy, and I am depressed sometimes, and no matter how bad I try sometimes I do think about suicide... It's normal I guess..
Around the time I wrote this I was not myself, and I was basicly out my mind..

09/05/2003
"Suicide"
I am so lonely, alone, no one is here with me,
it hurts very bad, it hurts all the time
and the pain has been with me for a while.
I think i'm dying inside,
I'm so alone, I wish I could be happy.
I have always been my own best friend,
no one likes the way I am among my kind
and the rest of the world.
I dwell upon my shattered dreams
I cry for that which can never be,
I lay here alone, so alone that tears are welcomed
by my eyes.
I know I am crazy, I have driven myself through
this alley of frozen guilt to the jungles of sweet madness
what started out as a thought
has become an obsession with death and pain.
I'm so cold, I can't feel anything but pain,
my loneliness so dark is a rainbow in the night sky.
The stars smile at me behind the sheer green color
of my bloodshot eyes.. no more tears left..
blood driping to the carpet.. death lurking inside me
a soft gasp, a moan of pain.. the scarlet essence
of my life drifting off into space..eyes glaced..
thud..thud..thud my heart beats
..thud......thud..... I'm dead.

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I feel the same way... I can really relate to that so much..... I cried.. You are very good when ur upset...

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I was very touched by your ponderings...you write beautifly...
I can relate to your words, as they are perfectly arranged.
Very percise...I love your flow...
Great Work!
I hope to see more soon. :)

Peace and Love,
Mourning...

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Well I am not always happy, and I am depressed sometimes, and no matter how bad I try sometimes I do think about suicide... It's normal I guess..
Around the time I wrote this I was not myself, and I was basicly out my mind..

09/05/2003
"Suicide"
I am so lonely, alone, no one is here with me,
it hurts very bad, it hurts all the time
and the pain has been with me for a while.
I think i'm dying inside,
I'm so alone, I wish I could be happy.
I have always been my own best friend,
no one likes the way I am among my kind
and the rest of the world.
I dwell upon my shattered dreams
I cry for that which can never be,
I lay here alone, so alone that tears are welcomed
by my eyes.
I know I am crazy, I have driven myself through
this alley of frozen guilt to the jungles of sweet madness
what started out as a thought
has become an obsession with death and pain.
I'm so cold, I can't feel anything but pain,
my loneliness so dark is a rainbow in the night sky.
The stars smile at me behind the sheer green color
of my bloodshot eyes.. no more tears left..
blood driping to the carpet.. death lurking inside me
a soft gasp, a moan of pain.. the scarlet essence
of my life drifting off into space..eyes glaced..
thud..thud..thud my heart beats
..thud......thud..... I'm dead.

Sorry, but I have to say that I am so 'intune' with the feeling evoked by this poem.
Also...I think it is very 'normal' to think of suicide...
Tis only when you have a plan and act on it, that is falls out of the realm
of 'normal'.
If that makes any sense at all?!? :huh:
I wish you Peace and Love...
You deserve it!

*Hugs*
Mourning...

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Thank you darlings :)

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This is a note I wrote to myself, there are always two sides to people, the side that represes everything and recognises taboos as stablished by society, and the other side which is open to everything... no matter what..

I see your reflection on the mirror, I see you, I honestly glare at you, I can feel my blood rushing through my veins making me dizzy, not enough oxigen is reaching my brain making me vulnerable, weak, I can feel the anger penetrate my entire being, driving me crazy, blinding me, such painfuly primitive freedom.
I licked the blood off my lip, I bit into it in order not to give in to my desire to kill, it does not come as a surprise you, you believe you know everything, you hide behind your filthy religion, your reason, you like to separate fact from what you call fiction, to you blood is the ultimate symbol for your pain and the world's violence. To me blood, is the disgusting elixir of life, it brings us life and it brings us death, it can be corrupted, and after that, all else is over because blood is the only thing in the world that can reach every corner of one's body and mind.

I belive the human mind is a great abyss, waiting to swallow itself, ready to become emptiness, it can be an open inviting darkness, or a repressed murderous chamber of ignorance. What exactly is normal to you?! You dare judge me, my soul and my heart because I have an intense desire to kill? As if you have never wanted to know what it's like to rob someone of their power to live, their power to Be.
You dare judge me because I have embraced my darkest fears and desires, you judge me because I love the morbid little things about my world and my body.
You hate me because I love and need all the same things you love and you need.
You are HIDING!
Hiding inside of yourself, curled around the ccorrupted core of your true Self. Afraid!
You stink of Fear, you are too afraid to look Inside Yourself.

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*sigh* I go insane when I fall in love with someone.... lol here is some more old writings... dedicated to my first Love...

(Can you feel me)
I whisper in the night..
"I love you.."
hoping you can hear me,I think of you
hoping you are thinking of me too,
I want you,I need you,
keep my secret :
I'll always need you, I love you,
for ever and always,
I love you. Can you feel me?
Can you hear me? I'm always there,
where ever you are,
I can feel you and
sometimes I can almost see you,
I keep inside all that can't be said,
oh, you are so amazing,ahh sweet surrender,my love,
my friend,I love you!
you are everything I need.
I wish I could kiss you
but i'm not there,
it hurts, I wish..I wish i could have
just one,..one minute,
one kiss,
one look into your eyes,
you ask me if Ilove you??!! I adore you,
you are my life,
my madness, my world,
you own my heart.
Close your eyes my love
and just feel me caressing your soul,
feel me, feel my heart,
can't you feel me wanting you so bad?
I love you!..so much
I would die for just one night.
I love you, I want you, my lover,my friend,
my happiness, hear me cry for you
when the nights are cold
and i need your love,close your eyes
smile, be happy,kiss me,
I love you with all my heart,
need me feel me,
i'll always stay by your side,
let me love you,
let me be all that you need,
let me drawn inside you eyes,
let me melt within your heart,
dont ever forget that I'll always
love you, with all my heart.
Leticia Gallardo
Copyright ©2003 Leticia Gallardo

God I am so in love with this man!!! *cries*

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Aww...'Can you feel me', is so beautiful....
It brought a tear to my eye.
Great work!
Peace and Love,
Mourning...




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