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Chorus: (Every three lines)
Angel eyes and bitter lies
Innocence dispelled

10 p.m. and I’m all alone at last
Or better yet again
Sorry but I’m done

Wonder when this end began
Maybe ten years past the last
When a little loss had a huge-ass end

So now is where I rest
With the barrel of a gun to my head
Welcome home gentle bitter end

Then not a little whisper
But a godsend from the love of hell
The wooden door that hides my death

An angelic face with an innocence makes
A little girl not past two and eight
Speaks a phrase

“Mister whatcha doin’ here
All alone without any friends
The metal barrel to your head??

“Little girl don’t you see
Leave now and let me be
I’m leaving heaven hurt for simple hell?

“But daddy said
That guns will kill
BANG...gone like my brother?

Somewhere down inside
All the painful knots that had been tied
Slipped apart.

“Alright kid for now you win
But don’t interrupt me again
My suicide might be the best end?

“Never take a life again
Or demon sent that I am
I’ll stop your death?

And I don’t know what she was
But the mirror of my own design
With angel eyes and all my bitter lies

Like solid mist she dissipated away
And the gun slid to land
With not a sound beyond the ground.

Opinions? And can anyone figure a tune for this?

Thanks

~Mors

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the voice in my head that represents the emotions of your words bloody throated screams through loud fast electric lead and intense bass/drum combinations...

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i live for pain

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i like that, and i agree with dustin. (sorry to say your name lol, but i think i have the right!!! haha. just messin.

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cut me deeper.... for no more shall you see me scream.

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Thanks. ^_^ Now I just wish I could find some random band like you described to play it...

~Mors

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Chorus:
Once again wavin’ farewell
Why do I always end up saying goodbye
I’ll meet you on the dark side of day.

And I’m scared to sleep at night
Without you by my side
That’s when the demons come
Claw out of my mind

But you don’t know and won’t find out
The hell I’m creeping through
When burning hands leave their marks
In bright red prints on my skin

I waved goodbye not knowing when
When my heart would find you again
When my hurt would finally end
And nothing’s gone so past in vain

I don’t trust this place I’m in
I feel their eyes break my skin
My soul grows cold and dead
But for the gashes gaping red

Left alone to my own devices
But it’s just a false illusion
When cages tightly bar me in
Freedom is a dream
A dream for which I weep

Nothing hides me from the sight
That awful image replaying in my mind
Your face against the window
With crimson tears whispering down

And still you won’t come home
If only if only is what I wish
But wishes breed a trust in hope
And hope is a base delusion

Long last serenity come
A dream of a luxury once gained
Stolen away

And I’m so alone in blood and tears
So alone with my own fears
Shredding my bones apart
Maiming my soul till emotion depart

It left with you my sore heart
But you left me alone
To be cut with false illusions
And face these terrors with no one here

And trust comes so hard to bear
A burden precious few can share
But despite the words that pass your lips
My mind rejects this bliss
Truth is only make believe
A faery tale world in which many choose to live

And I can’t forget anything
No images no pain
The memories plague my day
The claws of shades tear me up at night
And I am left alone
Always and forever

No one with which my pain to share
No one with which to compare
My hopes and dreams sorrows and needs
But these mournful shadows that plague my dreams
And rip me piece by piece.


Okay, opinions and ideas on this one? Anyone?

Thanks
~Mors




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