Name: QoIMar

I am myself and you won't ever "get" me.

"i can barely remember my past
everything seems to disappear so fast
but i recall being jealous and alone
gazing at the dreams going by

i started my life when you knocked on the door
found something inside i didn't dare to ignore
now i do believe in flowers on the moon
i'll swim beside the golden tide

you
crashed by the gate
captured my fate
salvation
my eyes couldn't see
i hardly breathed
i was diving so deep
salvation

i'm down in the study holding on to my luck
will you still love me when i call you up?
i gave you my body, the power over me
come on, bring out the best in me

you crashed by the gate
captured my fate
salvation
my eyes couldn't see
i hardly breathed
my heart was asleep
salvation

some will get broken
others will get lucky like me meeting you
don't pass me by

you crashed by the gate
captured my fate
salvation
my eyes couldn't see
i hardly breathed
i was down on my knees
salvation

some will get broken
others will get lucky like me meeting you
don't pass me by
don't pass me by

i found salvation, oh yea
you bring me salvation
i found salvation"

~Roxette, salvation

You will feel set aside by her, but QoiMar hasn't forgotten you. She is waiting to see if you can find yourself before she steps in to lead you on the path of enlightenment.

Your path may not be easy, and that is her forte, she has been through the pits of hell, and she awaits Dante's Inferno with a grin and a shake of her ass. There is no second guessing with her.

Her place at secondshifters is sealed by her knowledge that first: she is not judged, and second: she will not judge. Therefore your mistakes are not ruinous, they are what create you into the beautiful being you are and she can see that.

There are people in the world that know where pain and torture begin. She is one of those people, and if you are lost in the pit of hell, she is the first one that can reach down, grab hold of your collar and pull you from the flames.

The only thing you should ever worry about with QoIMar, is that she will know your pain better than you will, and therefore remove it before you can ever speak of it. That lack of self gratification through pain can be a loss, however, she can make it a fullfillment and you won't regret it.

QoiMar joined secondshifters through another site and gave a new look upon what we used to believe to be black and white. She turned the white to blue and the black to gray and we still chase our asses daily to attempt to understand.

And because of her, we are better for it.

Often, you will find people calling water "the queen". If you look a little deeper, there are a few people that help her maintain balance, and it is QoiMar that is the most present.